Feelings, nothing more than feelings
Jan. 6th, 2026 01:57 amI just saw a Reddit post saying Livejournal was going away. I was still getting email allerts, but I thought it was some kind of glitch, since when I logged in before it all seemed to be in another language and I thought the site had been hacked. I didn't know my language setting had just been changed somehow and I could just set it back! Anyway, I logged in now with the intention of looking back at some of my old posts, and I saw the last time I was really active here was more recent than I thought. We were living in the condo, ready to move here. I talked about Bob and everything! I also saw that some people here are still active. Oh, all those years I missed! I have missed this place, and knowing that it's being lost is sad. I know, there are tuns of places online where you can share your thoughts, either in short or long form, but there's just something special about this place, if only because of nostalgia. A lot of our lives were shared here! Even my own personal diary doesn't have nearly so much in it, nor did I ever write in it with such eagerness and diligence and dedication. Ah well, so much in my life has changed. If anyone happens to read this and is interested in keeping in touch online, I'm now on Mastodon, as well as Tumblr and Reddit. I wish I could talk more about what I'm doing, what I'm into, and what's happened to me over the years, but I'm afraid this is a goodbye post to LJ. Hopefully it'll turn out that I and that Reddit user are wrong, and LJ has a resurgence, but somehow I don't think so.
Glad to see LJ is back!
Oct. 19th, 2016 04:35 am
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Best Day I've had in a long time!
Jun. 17th, 2016 11:50 pmAnyway, nothing too serious and maybe nothing too exciting in this post, but I just wanted to write down the events of the best day I've had in a long time!
Coming Back After a Very Long Time
Mar. 30th, 2016 02:51 pmFacebook Groups
Mar. 7th, 2013 11:17 amhttp://www.facebook.com/#!/groups/122284804578605/?fref=ts
The second is for all things Lilo & Stitch! Come here to talk about the movies, TV series, fanfiction, and again, to get to know other fans!
http://www.facebook.com/groups/227069700747884/
Both groups are small, but I try to keep them as active as I can, and once they grow a bit, they'll be even more fantastic!
Making someone's night
Jan. 27th, 2013 08:54 pmQuick update
Jan. 26th, 2013 08:19 amIn other news, Dianne didn't come yesterday because of the snow that was predicted, so now she's thinking of coming to see me at school sometime. Better for me because I'll have more privacy there.
I know people say LJ is practically dead, but I'm excited about coming back here more! Word is in some of the facebook groups I'm in that a lot of fandoms have groups here, and I'm going to start looking for some! I'd also like to connect with some friends on here who I already know from facebook and elsewhere.
Magic, and something more
Jan. 21st, 2013 04:19 pmThis may sound weird, but did you ever feel like you were wanting something more? Not knowing what, but just having the feeling that something should happen, or that there's something terrific you could be doing or that could be going on. That you wanted some excitement, or just, as I said, something more. What do you do when that happens?
Partial Teddy Ruxpin Dream
Jan. 20th, 2013 12:16 pmSome ramblings
Jan. 18th, 2013 01:30 pmAnyway, I'm a bit sick. It's not really bad though, and after drinking some peach snapple I'm feeling a bit better, so I don't think it'll last through the weekend. Four day weekend for me! I love how my three-day weekends are four, and my regular two day weekends are three in college. One of it's few perks, I guess. Oh yes, and after a while being away from home is nice too. I'm making a knew start this semester! How many times have I said that before? This time though, I'm serious about getting more help, and paying more attention to assignments and things like that. I've already put a lot of that in place. Now I just need to worry about convincing the commission next week... Actually I'm not so much worried about their reaction as I am about my mom. Even if it turns out to be good news, she'll still probably act as if I personally brought about the epocolipse. She offered to bring me home tomorrow, even though she told me last week she didn't want me home. I told her she didn't have to. Eh, I've got work to do anyway, and she's right in that it's easier for me to focus here, if only just. Of course, she didn't say it in so many words... Anyway, she's gonna come tomorrow and bring me some new clothes, and I'm gonna ask her to bring me a cupcake as well if there are any left. My aunt made them the other night from scratch, and I couldn't wait to try one! When I realized I left without doing so, I was dispreportionately upset for just a cupcake. Internally, I was balling like a five-year-old, "I didn't have a cupcake and my mom doesn't want me to come home ever again, (which to be fair she didn't say either), and now I'll never get to try one!" Once in a while , not often but sometimes, I'll feel like that. I'll have this sadness that's not caused by day to day stress, anger or frustration or anything like that, but feels more like a small child who lost their favorite toy. I'm making it sound petty when infact it's not. It's a sort of more raw, keening feeling. Does that make sense? Oh, my feelings are just all over the place lately! Even in the time I've been writing this, I've gone through several, lol.
Anyway, I think I'll end for now. More later, including a rundown of my trip to Universal! Florida, I meant Florida!
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Incredibly long dream series
Aug. 1st, 2012 12:29 pmThe next dream started with me being excited about the previous dream, and wanting to tweet about it, but for one reason or another, I never got the chance. We were going up to Ann's for a party, and I brought my computer with me. The funny thing was that I had my computer beside me on the bed, so assuming the battery hadn't died by that point, when someone signed in to MSN in the dream, it could've been them signing in in real life. Anyway, there were also little kids there, who went out to swim in the pool. As I was sitting there, on the floor for some reason, it came about that one of the kids hurt themselves somehow. I think his mother was there, but Mom, Ann and I followed them to the ER anyway. For some reason it was so far out of the way, that the 3 of us took a hotel room for the night. Ann and I went to the bathroom, somehow we never made it into our rooms to use the private one, but anyway, as we were there we heard Rob Paulsen giving a live show. It almost sounded as if he were in the next room! Anyway, I mentioned to Ann that I wished I could meet him, but that probably wasn't going to happen now. Mom left, (don't ask how I knew what she was doing from the other side of the door), and as Ann and I left the bathroom, who does she come walking back up the hallway with, but the man himself! I shook his hand, and said I was happy to meet him. I don't remember all that he said to me, and I know I didn't say nearly all that I should've said to him. I remember when he left thinking that I should've asked him some question or other for his podcast, or even who would be on it next. I remember thinking that I should tell him what shows of his I was a fan of, Lilo & Stitch, TMNT and Pinky and the Brain. I think I did, but I can't be sure. Anyway, at one point I took his arm for a bit of sighted guide, and was pleasantly surprised at how tall he was. Now this is something I'm curious about. Anyway, next thing I knew Mom and I were back in our own house. I guess I was just starting to think about waking up at that point, because I remember questioning several times whether my meeting with Rob had been a dream or not. I asked Mom if it actually had happened, and she said yes. When I woke up for real, I felt the slightest bit betrayed, lol. Anyway, the dream ended with me sitting on my bed with my computer, (funny how that appeared again), about to tweet about my previous dream and everything that had happened since then. When I woke up I realized that it was a good thing I never got to, as it would take me about 50 tweets to do it, lol.
So she tells the guys, and they decide to go as if nothing is wrong. At least they were wearing their disguises, I think. Thinking of it now she had sort of the air of a stressed mother herding children along the sidewalk, although from what I remember they were well-behaved for the most part. The exception was when a young kid got in their way. I don't think he had a bike, but still somehow he was blocking their way or something, and Raph yelled at him. I don't remember exactly what he said, but it included the word dirtbag, (a more common variation of Raph's usual "whackbag" perhaps). Anyway, when they got there I was starting to wake up, but I was in a deep sleep and it was a long process, so it was the kind of thing where I was sort of pushing the dream along, and what happened was more suggestions than clear events. It would've made sense that Leo would've been the first to introduce and reveal himself, and I think at one point the boss's secretary walked in on them by accident, screamed, and was let in on the "family secret" as well.
I just want to add that the part about about April sneaking into the lab after hours was probably inspired by an author on fanfiction.net that I like, Connie Nervegas. In her stories, April attends NYU, and sometimes uses their science labs to do work for the guys. As for the rest of it, all I can say is that I was watching a couple of early season 1 episodes over again last night.
Some various fandomish dreams
Jun. 3rd, 2011 12:18 amThe first was probably the clearest of the dreams. I dreamed that Jumba had an adult daughter, who came to earth to see him. At one point he asked her how she had found him, and she said something about finding him through the prison records. They were having an arguement because he had apparently owned a house on Queltaquan and had sold it, but had gotten far less than what they had expected for it. She was a bit ticked off at him, but mostly she was just angry and upset at the situation in general. An interesting thing to note is that 2 or 3 times during the dream he called her "little girl" in tantalog, which it turns out was a term of endearment on Queltaquan for a daughter or equivalent younger child-type person, which is why he called Lilo that all the time.
I think realistate was on my mind because my great aunt had recently been given a condo, which is why we went there.
The next dream I had in Florida, and it is extremely sad. It is based on a heart-breaking L&S story I read called "The Meaning of Exile," and takes place years after Lilo and the rest of the ohana we know and love, including Pleakley, have died. Jumba and Stitch are the only ones left, Stitch has basically gone feral and was prowling around the backyard scaring off anyone who was daring enough to enter the propperty, and Lilo's descendants had abandoned them out of fear and misunderstanding. In the dream, Jumba was old and sick, just as he was in the story. It was made slightly better by the fact that Lilo was there, so there must've been some timetravel involved, especially since Lilo was still a little girl. They were talking, and I don't know what about, but I was struck by the overall picture. They were the only 2 characters in the dream, leading me to believe that everyone else was dead. So there's Lilo, this bubly and viberant child, and there's Jumba, this sick and very sad old man on his way out... That was all there was to it, but it sure made an impact!
The third dream, I bearly remember enough to make it worth posting here, but here goes. It took place in a classroom, and it was Ginny's last year at Hogwarts. Harry and Ron had come to visit her, and somehow, even though he was only 18, he had become the minister of magic. Ginny mentioned casually to either Harry or Ron, I think it was Harry, that she had been attacked by Narcisa Malfoy, and Harry got upset. He asked Ginny heatedly why she hadn't told him sooner, and how he was supposed to protect her if she didn't tell him these things. I think that was about it.
The AIW one is another one where I'm slightly mad at myself that I didn't right it down, or at least post it sooner, because I've forgotten the first bit of it. It was another Christmas special-type thing. What I remember started out in the queen's palace in the morning, could've even been Christmas Eve or day. I remember the tweedles being there briefly, but don't remember what they were doing. The queen, the rabbit, and Alice were also there. Alice went off to visit the caterpillar; I think she wanted to learn how to juggle or something like that. She asked him if he could juggle, and he told her that he could, but he could only juggle rocks. He then preceded to demonstrate, until he went to hand her something, (I don't remember what it was but it was smaller and lighter than the rocks he was using), and injured himself somehow. It was only a very slight injury, but he acted as though he were mortally wounded. Alice turned to Crystal and said something about being a young adult or growing up. I thought this meant she was going to take care of the caterpillar herself, but instead the queen, and I believe the rabbit and tweedles came by. At that point Alice just sort of disappeared from the scene. Music started up, sounding like a march, and the queen started singing about how great the caterpillar was, in a song that sounded a little like the March From the River Kwai. It started with his name, which comically turned out to be Hippity. As in Hippity Hoppity Hypnotist, but just Hippity.
I can't speak for any of the rest of it, but I think the caterpillar giving Alice advice on juggling came from the fact that The Rules of the Game was the last episode I listened to. Not my favorite episode, but I figured I'd give it another shot. Still not on my favorites list.
Well, I hope you all enjoyed, or at least didn't mind too much, this little trip into my subconscious. Sorry the entry was so long, but I thought I'd get all of these in at once.
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Jul. 10th, 2010 08:00 pm- 10:02 I'm on the trail of a particular Harry Potter story. I don't have enough info to search for it quickly so I'm searching the whole archive. #
- 12:05 @starrprincess28 Morning. How are you? #
Fanfic meem
Jul. 10th, 2010 04:00 am( Fandom meem! )
Stereotype Meem
Jul. 9th, 2010 11:14 pm( On to the meem )
Just to be clear, the first part of the sentence is what you respond to if it applies to you; the second part is the stereotype.
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Jul. 1st, 2010 08:02 pm- 21:20 @MystStar Hey, thanks for the shout out! Cool that it happened just as I came back! #
- 21:52 @MystStar Been having some ups and downs lately but now am feeling great! Been mostly removed (cont) #
- 21:53 @MystStar removed from the online social world lately; glad to be making a comeback, lol. #
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Jun. 7th, 2010 08:00 pm- 06:58 Got a meeting at 9; my mom saw fit to wake me up at 6. Now I'm just killing time waiting for something I'm not looking forward to. #
- 19:00 I'm in favor of anyone who has a CAPTCHA on their site without an audio option having their eyes gouged out. Anyone with me? #
- 19:15 @starrprincess28 Ah, thanks muchly. I still think it's more interesting my way though... lol #
- 19:26 @starrprincess28 So how's it work? Do you just copy the immage into a document? #
- 19:28 @starrprincess28 Oh gosh, no I don't. #
- 19:40 @starrprincess28 Well, thanks anyway. The site did give me some hope; I'll figure out how to use it, or I'll find another alternative. #
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Jun. 6th, 2010 08:00 pm- 14:42 What Do You Have To Smile About? - tinyurl.com/y9w29s4 - You Have Your Attitude to Smile About #blogthings
Well, most of the time... # - 15:04 Currently reading the Bones In the Dungeon, a very good Bones fanfic. #